Heavy

I don't like my mind right now
Stacking up problems that are so unnecessary
Wish that I could slow things down
I wanna let go, but there's comfort in the panic

And I drive myself crazy
Thinking everything's about me
Yeah, I drive myself crazy
'Cause I can't escape the gravity

I'm holding on - Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on - To so much more than I can carry

I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on - Why is everything so heavy?

You say that I'm paranoid
But I'm pretty sure the world is out to get me
It's not like I make the choice
To let my mind stay so fucking messy

I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same

I'm holding on - Why is everything so heavy?
Holding on - To so much more than I can carry

I keep dragging around what's bringing me down
If I just let go, I'd be set free
Holding on - Why is everything so heavy?

I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same
I know I'm not the center of the universe
But you keep spinning 'round me just the same

[...] Why is everything so heavy?